Have you ever felt dissatisfied, thoroughly dissatisfied with yourself? I have. I have been feeling like that for some days and can't give an exact answer. Goes without saying that whatever I write, draw, shoot seems of no importance. Cheer up, Paula.Dear heart, shake off this heavy ass winter has sat on your head. Have to blame something ! Would someone to blame help more?

And I thought I was the only one who had noticed this! Lovely photo, Paula.
Rachel
Posted by: Rachel | February 17, 2005 at 10:23 AM
A case of lachrymae rerum, maybe, thus externally administered rather internally generated. Sometimes the crap of the world just leaks in & it all seems like so much waste of time. Only do utterly unimportant, trivial things for as long as you can & the sense of purpose & worth will creep back.
Posted by: Dick | February 18, 2005 at 03:22 PM
I like Dick's sugegstion :)
Of course I have felt that way... it is a stage or should I say part of a cycle of some sort that will lead to something great-- you are simply waiting to do the next quantum leap in creativity---
Oh BTW, don't go shopping for distraction purposes, OK? -- it is all in vain, remember NUNS until Lent is over, 27 March...
Aisha
Posted by: aisha | February 19, 2005 at 08:52 AM
Rachel, Dick, Aisha, thanks for reassuring me that it is "normal". It is passing in fact, maybe due to the fact tomorrow I'll leave to Barcelona for five days.
See you when back.
Posted by: Paula | February 19, 2005 at 11:35 AM
Paula, I've been told it's common for artists to encounter creative dry spells, and since there's no deadline in the betterment of our art creation, perhaps it'd be more fruitful just to savor the process. :-)
Posted by: Michael | February 26, 2005 at 12:48 PM
Hi Michael, what a nice surprise to find your comment here. You are absolutely right!
Posted by: Paula | February 27, 2005 at 10:51 AM